"I can't express the way I feel,
The way you make me weak to the toes.
It's like a loss tossed into the sea,
Breaking bonds left for a memory.

To wait is to embrace heaven's touch,
Walking away is jabbing needles into this cut."


It was an interesting night; booze by the roadside. Like the rhymes off "My Confessions", confused and tensed up. A struggle to hold down composure, a struggle yet to be matched. Alcohol seemed to prove it's point of holding the truth, snatching away the devil's trump card. Nothing was to be left unsaid, and yet what fell on ears was knowing lesser than whatever was known before.

GOOD MORNING! Okay, wait, I take away the "good" in that. So yeah, MORNING!

Anyway, this has to be the FIRST god-damned bloody time I've blogged in school. Maybe it's the fact that I got fucking KICKED OUT OF CLASS. Fuck, apparently the module I'm supposed to have today is a module that I've already taken the last semester. Now how fucking fucked up is that. Arrgh, so I'm sitting here, praying that some concerned soul would chat with me. WOOHOO! Someone just did. Okay, no more loser-bitchings to this pathetic blog. CIAO!

I just got my Chinese ass back from Bintan! Which didn't really prove to be anything close to "fun" really. I can easily give a description actually: God-forsaken. Well at least it was to me since I went there with another guy. (note: singular word, guy) How fucking pathetic is that? I have tons of things to curse my tongue dry, like the fucked up currency for example. But then again, I couldn't really be bothered since vanity is really the issue here. Yes, a fucking sun-burnt face. Emphasis on fucking, Ha, nah I ain't a Blondie. F-A-C-E, now that's my issue right there. How retarded would I look when I start my skin-shedding season? I'd probably be looking like that furred character from the "Journey to the west", the spastic looking monkey who waves his rod, no pole, or whatever that retractable thing is (it's a weapon by the way not his manhood). AHAHAHAHA! Man I'm so bored I'm laughing at my own jokes blogging this down. Aahahhaaha. Oh fuck, I'm starting to get lazy to think of anything else that should go into this post....Alright, BYE! Itiastlyn!