A million things to be said, one word to describe - hypocrite.

It's a pity as to how I was so oblivious, and well, naive enough to think that I'd fit in. It's also a pity as to how I would have never thought I'd be mindfucked by mere words. And it is disgusting and an utter waste of my time to have bothered. It was an amazing feat to have asked for mercy and show gratefulness to people who have mere ideas of your taste in social lifestyles.

Sadly, what I would never raise a victor of is to be champion of my beliefs - "it's a fuck waste of time to even bother myself with negativity".


So why thank you, and congratulations, I could never be more earnest and truthful when I say, "fuck you, kan ni xi peh bu".