nineteen!

Someone reminded about my life's love situation. With judgement based on this generation's over-rated trend to date. I question really, and maybe it's just me. But who the fuck really cares? I mean, so I haven't dated, so I haven't had a taste of companionship, so what? My defence says I'm too cool to bother myself with a relationship, but my head mocks me with my delusion. Still, I see no point in a desperate attempt to marry myself with such a trait of lust. The female friends think it's something to respect, but it is just...respect. Isn't it not?


Well go ahead and remind me again why I'm single.

握着你的手　走过快乐和难过
黑夜白昼每个人都会拥有
人生是没有定律的一种节奏
不必在乎得太多
快乐的一刻　胜过永恒的难过
黑夜过后就有日出和日落
只要和你一起度过　人生没几人懂我
懂得把握　庆幸有你　爱我.

I am losing my sanity.

Today's BLOG-POST: Insights to Michael's life....so far.


Okay, so I'll try blogging about the happenings for once. Now let me see, Monday..I was at...SOCCER! Woohoo, then a friend's birthday. And then overnight, and then, well, a $20+ cab fare home which hurt so god-damn badly on my income (which happens to be a handful I call allowance). So yeah anyway, other than this one Monday, everything has been...erm...you know...

Oh you know what? I give up. I can't even make myself happy blogging like this. Everything's been a bore, a chore, a whore waiting for her victim. Wait, an ugly whore for that matter, ahaha. Trust me to laugh over something so pathetically low-IQ-ed joke. AHAHAHA. ROFL. LMAO. LOLX. Okay I'm done.

So anyway, yes, my holidays has been mundane as I have always put it. But you see, I can't really blame anyone since I chose not to look for a job. Then again, it wasn't really my fault since I thought 2 and a half months was a long time, then procrastination, then...yeah, this shithole I've dug for myself.



IT
IS
TOO
GOD
DAMN
BORING.




Life's like fart right now, smells bad, benefits no one and it's gonna kill everyone else someday.

I miss you best friend.

Man, given the amount of free time I had and well, still have, I have decided...to give this blog a fresh post! Then again, there is a reason why I chose not to, seemingly because...there is NOTHING to talk about. So I think talking about this senseless reason as to why I can't blog has become my victim of a topic. Confused? Yeah, so am I.


Oh screw it, I'm wasting my time seriously...Blog or don't blog, this is more like a temporary escape from boredom. But of course, to no avail I'd say. Besides, I'm dozing off...

Ciao world. For now.